sooo so so sososo osososoo FREAKEN much i love you u u yo u so sosos so much. best way to end this week and start this weekend everything was hella CRACKINN and im still super excited and giddy about what happened heh. i was sorta anger cus of the shit yesterday night but itsalll good i guess. i just have a very bad impression of you but i dgaf nymore :)
happppyy birthday esther hunnnay ! i still have to give you the card i wrote LOL but i hope you had fun yesterday~ laava you girl best fraaand sister tomato lovaah =)
so basically im going through an extreme case of ups and downs in my liiiife haha. went down cus of school, went up cus of thursday :o), went down cus i got super sick from yesterday LOL, went up cus i have the car and ALMOST the house for 2 weeks (which i found out today muahahha), went down cus my cold is killing me. sighhh i want school to be over.. im so tired from stressing over sat2s, aps, my grades. i wish i could fast forward to summer. i hate how bad things are blended with the good stuff, i just want the good things ONLY :(
umm and i also realized how shady guys can be. this is a shoutout to some of my friends and guys i know that have been pissing me off lately =)
guy #1) youre not the shit okay? real talk you think partyings your life haha. im not interested in hearing your latest escapade and i am most definitely not interested in partying with you and "seeing what happens" -___- treat your friends like your friends, not some dumpshit you asshoe.
guy #2) you have some really big issues LOL. i know all guys have their hormonal sides but you need to keep yours in check. youre gross, period.
guy #3) youre like a girl... you make such a big deal out of everything. honestly, man up and take your shit PLEASE. it wears me out listening to you talk onnnn and onn about your problems that you could fix if you just adjusted your attitude and actions. dont think that youre the only one with shit in your life; everyone else has personal stuff.
friend #1) ive been getting close with you for a while now. we were really awkward last year but for some reason that changed this year. youre someone i can talk to without feeling judged or without having to worry that youll blab what i say to someone else. you taught me how to do pull ups at 24 HAHA and our thai food run and the shit that followed after.. good times =) you consider me one of "your girls" LOL ill never stop making fun of you for that. thanks for being a really good friend and listener, you tha best heh.
friend #2) youre my best friend and lovaaaa. heh not gonnna liee i think our friendships one of the very few thatll last past high school, college, etc. i can talk to you about anything and you always understand how i feel. i love you like no other homegirl :)
friend #3) i also got close with you this year. i talk with you every single night.. or almost hahah. we always talk on aim til like 2 in the morning doing hw or just talking HAHA worst procrastinators :o) i appreciate you listening to me all the time. youre thoughtful and thats actually rare. you always did things for me when i was mia and reminded me things you knew i would forget LOL thaaanks. we can finally go eat dbs now that i have my car, and we can FINALLY go on those late night starbucks runs without worrying about rides or walking =)
okaayy my throat, head, nose, my whole fucking body is killing me so i shall sleep now :) gooood night!
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