spring break over :(

before i go to sleep.. im soo sad spring breaks already over ommmmg :( feels like it went by like that. i still have english research notes and 2 multigenre pieces to do but fuuuck that ima sleep heh. so much has happened within this week. i wish i could rewind it all back to enjoy it all over again. im so jealous of fullerton and pacifica ppl who have break now. asshhoes :(

hmmMMmMm i love my best friends. i love and hate my parents. and you.. say things that make me believe you, and then you give up all over again or something. you dont try at all and that sorta disappoints me. whatever, i learned that one person, or even people in general, shouldnt be the ones making you happy. i realized that the reason why its hard for me to move on or get over things sometimes is because ive come to depend on someone or something so much. its like i truly believed that he, she, or it was capable of making me completely, honestly, totally happy. but i learned thats bullshit. no one can make you happy or satisfied or content or whatever good word except yourself. i even have like a new motto? or whatever LOL. im just going to enjoy myself and do what i want, do things that i believe will get me where i want to be.

ima do it my way =)