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"Her World Goes On"
- Bruno Mars ft. David Guetta

this song is veryy catchy haha. so i am currently working on my definition essay.. finally! its due tmrw and it was assigned like 2 weeks ago lolol T___T. i keep going on fb and youtube tho, watching run devil run and follow me HAHA fucken kpop these dayss. im so distracteddd fuck and quarter ends next week AGH im so stressed. but spring break is also end of next week wooot and mommaays goin to korea again! or at least i hope she does, cus she keeps threatening me that she wont if i keep messing up, but im not even doing anything bad.. -___- rents went to la right now to check out my future car. im sad no more genesis, why did i have to fuck up :( but right now theyre thinking about the lexus is250 and thas preetttty good considering i dont even deserve a car right now HEHE :) nnnyways have somethann to vent about.

idk what im feeling. i really dont kno if im doing better or doing worse. theres good things and bad things, but i feel down only at random times and i have no idea what thats means.. im buusy with school and other things, but im beginning to wonder how i would really feel if i wasnt as busy, if i didnt have those things going on. i guess it all depends on time. i realized how powerful time can be. it can change so many things so drastically, but it can also keep things exactly the way they were for a loong time. and on top of this, im like super stressed from school and grades :( and umm i think i should start going to practice again. and the gym. cant wait til i get my car, and especiallly cant wait for next monday cus thats when i can start taking mamis car! and then spring break is 2 weeks away. so many plans to make, so many exciting things to do ;)