the girls gave me the best surprise yesterday.. kidnapped me in the morning and forced me to wear a blindfold and that burger king hat freaken everywhere. we went to cheesecake factory at irvine spectrum first and it was my first time eating there! it was deliciousss. then blindfolded me again and had to endure through passerbys laughing at me :( but like riya said, i think i made many of their days seeing a helpless girl covered by an american flag scarf wearing a spongebob burger king hat hahaha. then we went to uni high.. to see irene! i was soo happy and surprised it was the best feeling :) then we went to northwood. and i really thought it was the beach. so that was kinda fail haha. and this was the most embarrassing fucking shit of my life. i still cant believe riya and heffy (and kevin?) made me do that LOL. you can see pictures on fb if you want to know what shit i went through haha. then kevin took me to fashion island! it was so pretty. went to mac store and took pictures, walked around and took pictures, went to build-a-bear and made kevin jr :) went to stores and tried on shit that we wouldnt buy -___- so many cute flannels and tops but he wouldnt let me buy them. good thing he was there LOL. then met up with the girls and kevins friends at spectrum. ate dinner at red robin and chillled. then everyone went to nrb while me and kevin left on our own :)
overalll it was a great day; thank you girls and kevin for everything today.
1st person: thank you for yesterday. i got mad yesterday because i felt like i asked you to do something which you promised to, yet at the end of the day you couldnt keep it because of the guys. but i realized its kinda a stupid thing to get mad about especially since you and the girls did so much for me. thank you for everything girl.
2nd person: thank you too :) youre always there for me and to give me advice when i need it. i know we tend to fight a lot but recently we havent and thats a good sign haha. thanks for listening. and for the "save the dying dolphins" shit too. love you boo.
3rd person: you need to call me freaken asap.. stop lagging -____-
4th person: i miss talking to you. i still remember the day we randomly started talking because you were looking for this one girl that happened to look like me. we clicked like THAT and i miss that a lot. just sucks that we live so far away from each other. hope youre doing well and hopefully we'll be able to finally kick it one day :)
5th person: i love you and all but you seem really fake sometimes. kinda superficial. you seem so confident and happy on the outside, you try to hide your insecurity inside by doing whatever to keep that image. you can open up to us.. and not always be such a flirt too. haha
6th person: seriously my twin for life. girl you the best. we've been through a lot and im glad we always pulled through. i go to your house like everyday after school and i feel like i can tell you anything without being judged. thanks bestie
7th person: the other twin :) we havent caught up or chilled in a long time. we make plans but they never work out. i miss talking to you and being able to relate to each other about everything. stop being so busy you hoe. pick me up so we can go eat nigger
8th: i dont know you that well since youre a.. friends.. friend. haha. but i always catch myself looking at you cus youre so quiet, and i can tell that you have a lot of shit on your mind but you keep it in. let it out and open up whenever youre with us. let out your wild side :)
i want to say so much but i feel like i cant. theres things i want to do but i know not to do. all this internal conflict shit haha. i sometimes feel my old self coming back and being careless and doing what i want without thinking how it would hurt the ppl closest to me. but im turning 17 tomorrow. i need to grow up and get over it. but i still cant help wanting to go back..
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